Why Risk It? You’re Gonna Get Caught

What in this world makes a person think it is okay to get into the drivers seat of a car once they’ve been drinking? More so, when your job, no, your life is dependent on behaving and not getting in trouble, why would you risk something this stupid?! This is what I’ve been thinking for the last few days. Over the weekend, John had not one, but two of his soldiers get DUI’s. And, they are most likely being kicked out of the Army for it.

One of the guys is someone I actually know, and he never seemed to me someone who would be that reckless. He only was caught because he slightly went over the center line on the road. He was off post, which means we aren’t sure how much trouble he’s getting in, but the Army may still kick him. It’s sad, because he is a super cool guy, and he was leaving Kentucky in November for Washington and also switching his jobs in the military.

The other guy, I don’t know personally. However, I actually am hoping he gets kicked out of the Army. He was on post, he’s underage, and he was at one of John’s soldiers houses with a few of his other soldiers. They all are in trouble because they are all responsible for him leaving. And, letting an underage kid drink. :-(( He was caught driving 60MPH on a 25MPH road… Someone could have been killed from this stupidity! Also, on the way to pick him up, John saw like 20 deer, so this guy could have killed himself if he had hit one! Shake my head….

These occurrences happened over the 4 day weekend John had, one on Saturday night, the second on Sunday night. Both times, John got calls in the middle of the night from the Military Police (MPs) and he had to pick up his soldiers from jail. So, our weekend sucked, sleep-wise, and I think John was a bit more stressed out than he showed me.

I just really needed to rant about this, I just don’t understand why people drink and drive, when like I said, their job, and life depends on not being that stupid.

Sex Should be Enjoyable!

Okay, so I’ve got everything up and running now, on the new domain :) It didn’t take me as long as I thought it would to update the WordPress Themes, so I got them all done in about 1/2 hour :D Please do let me know if you find something wonky with them or with anything else on the site!

Besides working on moving the blog to this subdomain, I’ve been pretty busy with my other sites. Screencap Me desperately needs more caps. I’ve got like 2 disks of Angel that’s been capped and 2 movies done. I still need to weed through all the caps though before I add them to the site! No one wants blurry and dark screen captures! :P Emma’s fansite has been slacking a little bit, but I hope to get back into that over the next few weeks. My fanlisting collective is still slowly moving. Slowly. I’ve averaged about moving 1 fanlisting a day, but with over 40 fanlistings, I need to pick up the pace! :P

In other news, I went to see the doctor this morning. I felt really awful about it because John had to stay home and watch Easton and David while I went. First of all, the hospital here seems very anti-bring-your-baby-into-the-hospital, unless you’re there because they have an appointment. A couple of weeks ago I went in to get some blood work done and when I went in the back after they called my number, the lady’s like “oh, you can’t bring the baby in here!” I’m, like, “uh…?!” Luckily one of the nurses said she’d sit with him, but I’m like REALLY?! I’m sorry I can’t afford day care and I don’t know anyone here so I can’t find a babysitter… it’s ridiculous! Plus, going today, I can’t bring Easton AND David as I have no car seat or stroller for David since I’m just baby sitting him. Ugh. This may be a little bit T.M.I. for some of you, but if I don’t explain I’m sure everyone will be asking… (it involves talking about sex and vaginas lol) So, when I had Easton last March, I got a 3rd degree tear (there’s only 4 degrees) on my perineum… which is the skin between your vagina and anus. Sounds awesome, right? :P Well, since then, John and I have been having issues sometimes when we make love. If he hits that spot too hard or at a certain angle, I feel like I’m being ripped open again and most of the time, there’s even a little bit of blood. I’ve been ignoring it and dealing with it for the most part for over year. For one, I’m embarrassed about it. Two, I was hoping it’d go away after awhile. Well, the other night it happened again and ruined an amazing night. It was also one of the worst times, and there was a little more blood than normal. (Normal is like 3 drops on the toilet paper, we’re not talking gushing) I mean, sex with your husband should be enjoyable, right?! :|

Anyway, when I went in for my yearly exam in April, I brought it up. The doctor said there may be a stitch or a knot that is taking longer to dissolve, and it may be causing the irritations. She checked, but didn’t see anything. We changed my birth control, and I hoped it would help. Guess not. Today, I had a different doctor. She looked (I needed to go today since the cut/tear is still there) and she told me it’s from “friction and moisture”… Uumm… isn’t that the point of intercourse?! :P I honestly don’t know what to do anymore :( She did a test for yeast infection as well, and saw 1 yeast (“Just 1” she said) so she prescribed some cream for that. I doubt it will help with my “tearing” problem, but I guess there’s nothing else they can do :(

Ick. Flies.

For the past couple of days I’ve been pretty busy. I’ve been working on my Design Site, along with the portfolio to go with it. John and I have also been working on setting up the house. We have been able to get most of the living room set up, bought a rug and started setting up our room. We still have a few boxes out in the living room/computer area and our room, plus tons of boxes still in our one little storage space off the kitchen, but I feel like we are making good progress ;) I can’t wait til we are done! I’m excited to do a video blog showing everyone around our home! :)

It has been getting hot here! We’ve been in the 70s and 80s the last few days, and it’s about to storm right now. I love storms. I missed them a lot when we were up in Alaska because it rarely stormed. We’d get rain sometimes and clouds, but hardly ever did I hear thunder or see lightning. It’s a silly thing to miss, but I’ve always loved storms. And you miss it when it’s gone. I definitely don’t miss the tornado scares of my childhood, though. I grew up in Wisconsin and we’d have tornado warnings all the time! I’m afraid of what we’ll do if we get any in this area, we have no basement and apparently there are no storm shelters on post, so we would have to cram into our little storage space and hope for the best! :O Don’t feel too safe thinking about that!

I made some more cupcakes the other day… I’ve been going back and forth with what I’d like to do as a “side” job to being a stay-at-home mommy. I love the show Cupcake Wars and have been experimenting a bit with making cupcakes… for awhile I was thinking about starting an online cupcake delivery business, for just around the Army base… but I don’t think I have enough experience for that! So, I’ll just keep making cupcakes and experimenting and see what I get! The cupcakes I made the other day were actually from a recipe on the show, and they are so good! We still have some, as John and I are both trying to lose weight so we aren’t indulging… as much :P I’ll probably post the recipe on here at some point for ya’ll, once I get a picture of them.

Ugh, we have flies in the house :( One just somehow flew underneath my pony tail on the back of my head and got stuck in my hair…. eeeck.


So I feel like a total loser. I get waaaaaaay too emotional when playing video games. That’s probably why I don’t play a lot. Well a few months ago we bought the game Uncharted because I like playing the Tomb Raider games and it’s said to be similar. I was having a fun time playing a new game until a point where I got stuck.

I’m playing on the easiest setting and I keep getting killed. The spot in the game is a small area where a bunch of guys come out and I have to kill them. Well, I keep running out of ammo and there’s too many of them shooting so when I try fighting one, the rest shoot me to death. Now, I’ve only played it a few times now but I get too emotional as I said earlier. Yelling at the tv, stomping my feet and tonight I actually started crying. I don’t know where the heck that came from, but yes, there were tears. :(

This makes me so mad cuz I wanna play the game, as the other parts were fun, but this one spot I can’t get past. So I’m afraid to play again Yes, afraid. I wish I didn’t get so emotional. I mean, I feel like I’m incompetent not being able to finish a part on the easiest settings at towards the beginning of the game. Ugh. Shake my head in shame.

Why Do I Keep Doing This to Myself?

Switching domains. Why? Why do I keep doing it? Well, for the first time in my life I have more than one domain. So, I don’t settle. Hm, this one seems good for this right now… well, maybe I like this one better… No, I better go back… ahh! For the third time I am moving all my fanlistings over to a new domain. Well, 2nd time to a new domain, 3rd time I’m having to re-upload stuff cuz the last time was only changing hosts/servers. But still. Why do I keep doing it? I’m stressing myself out too much! :(

This is why I haven’t been around much. I’ve been mucho lacking in the updates and in the returning comments and I’m sorry! I plan on being around more often soon! I’m almost done with page 1 of my 2 1/2 page list of fanlistings to move… :@

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