Day 3: First Love

I’m not really sure if this means love like a person or a thing that you first loved. I’ll do the person!

Well, I know who my first crush was, it was 2nd grade and his name was Ryan. Well, I guess it still is. lol He actually ended up being our Prom King in high school! The first person I actually loved is my husband. I’ve liked guys in the past. I actually thought I loved one of them, but I know none of those feelings come even close to how I feel about my husband :love: We actually dated for a month in high school, our senior year. He was a little to clingy for me, like he was in love with me already and so I broke up with him. If you would have told me back then that we would end up getting married and I’d be pregnant right now, I probably would have laughed in your face. And then some. But now, I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do in the summer when he gets deployed for a year. We restarted our relationship 5 years later though, in April of 2009. He was in Iraq and most of our relationship was spent on the phone and on yahoo messenger. We spent 4 months of that, since he was in Iraq and then back in Alaska. Finally we spent a month together when he came back to WI for R&R in July-August. Then I spent a week with him in Alaska before I headed back to WI with tears in my eyes.

He officially proposed to me on the phone 2 days after I left Alaska. We had talked about it and knew we were going to get married, just a matter or when. We planned on me flying back up in September or October and getting married just to make it legal in October. I had always wanted an October wedding :D Then on our year anniversary we’d fly back to WI and have a big reception and everything at home. Well, his mom didn’t like that idea because she wouldn’t be at the “one that mattered”. So we decided to do it in December when he’d be on leave.

Since then, we’ve only been separated for about a month at the longest and so now that I know what it’s like to be with him constantly, idk how I’m going to do without him for a year. Well, hopefully only 6 months at a time because we plan on going home with the baby on his R&R so everyone can see little Easton :D

  1. Georgina

    3rd Dec 2010 at 1512

    This is so undeniably sweet! <3 I remember my crushes in primary school – nearly all of them. My crush changed every week, I swear. I think that's the fun part of being single, you can have eyes for anyone! :P

    My first love would have to be my current boyfriend; I haven't loved someone in the same way. I guess in the past I thought I loved my exes but after things changed I realised that those relationships weren't "great", and didn't really have the qualities it should have.

    I don't think I could have imagined me being with my boyfriend now; I always thought he was weird! XD

    Best wishes to you and your husband! <33

  2. lindsie

    3rd Dec 2010 at 1525

    Wow I don’t know what i’d do without my husband for a day lol let alone a month or even a year. Wow. I wish you all the best of luck. Although you’ll be by yourself most of the time – im sure you can’t wait for the little one to come so you won’t be so alone :)

  3. Emiley

    4th Dec 2010 at 0922

    wow :blank: a year without him? at least when the baby comes you will have lots of things to do to keep you busy hehe

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